The higher you go, the more you look down.

Less than 2 weeks to my enlistment. People ask me if im scared and i reply without a thought 'no way, im so looking forward to it. Im sure thats just a brave front considering the frequency of exercise im doing (intensity is a total different thing though.

So today i didnt do my usual monday swim but rather went to hang out at Bryan's place, together with Zhai, Clar, James, Mugen. We started off with playing squash, which after like 1 hour some kids booked the squash court to play badminton ): We then headed to the pool for a little swim and some frisbee/ball. We than had a dip and went to Bryan's place for some CS, Transformer, dinner, cards. Overall, the day was awesome EXCEPT..

Well, we were playing a card game. Don't know the name (texas or soemthing) but I have no clue how that game was played. That wasn't very well recieved by some people in the group which made me feel real sucky. I guess that was a common game that everyone should know since everyone except me could play it but i see no reason to.. i don't know. ); ); );

So i got home from Bryan's place after an hour+ train ride and started DoTA-ing until about now. Even though we lost almost every game, it was great fun. Not sure why but i really enjoyed the games tonight.

A few days back, while DoTA-ing again, my cousin pointed out that "You're becoming more and more like *Someone's Name*". Well, what he meant was i was being pissed at a noob in my team and started blaming him etc etc etc. It could be arrogant of some sort. This made me realize that being humble is not simple. Being humble is not only when you suck at it and admit, not only when you're good at it and don't boast, but also give newbie a hand and not flame them when they do suck. Ah well, guess i've gotta learn.

random: You're in my hand.