My previous post was an April Fools day joke. From that, i learnt that
1. Only 1 person reads my blog
2. None wants me to continuing doing this nonsense.
TOO BAD~ Im going to plague the world with my stuff that doesnt make sense.
Have you felt this? Having a friend that is not your friend? Or your friend finds another friend and leave you alone? Sucks ain't it? Yea.
So i've been bitter and red because i always get excluded from activities. My teacher once said that if you count what you have, you have everything, but if you count what you don't have, than you have nothing. I guess i always get excluded because i only count the times im excluded, but regardless, why am i excluded in the first place?
Sour, green, when after the events, you hear your 'pals' talk about what they did (without you). It sucks. And i thought we were friends, no?
Its really ironic, when you see people try to 'keep in contact' with less familar 'friends' by meeting up for meaningless meals once every red moon (red is more rare than blue) when the very same person excludes his friends (no inverted commas) from his activities in overlapping social circles. Superficial aint it? You go through great lengths to make friends and throw them aside when u get it. I'd rather remain in the inverted commas.
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Friday, April 2, 2010
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Heyy.
ReplyDeleteFor me, I know what you're talking about - really. Back then in SJI, I remember the three supposedly good friends I had back in Sec 1 and 2. Every time we went out, I would always walk behind them while they talked about things that I wasn't involved in.
Like some Prefects' Camp or playing drums or some girls that I didn't know, or even some friendster (back then) thing. Even now when I meet up with some of them, I'm always quiet because they'd talk about their poly life and how they met up with some girl that they both know and exams/jobs/poly life and...throughout I'm just quiet.
I don't know exactly how we became friends but the point is, it really hurt and sucks when I hear friends talk about something they did which I wasn't involved in.
And I also know it hurts when someone who's supposedly your friend finds someone else and leaves you alone or finds another friend and always goes out with that friend, yadda yadda.
It's loneliness in a nutshell :)
And yup, saying like "oh let's meet to catch up" is pretty pointless because after the meal things go back to how crappy they were.