My Happily Ever After..

My chapter of basketball at AMK has just closed.
It really was a pity, but i can't go back now. I did something wrong.
It doesnt happen often to me that i could clearly identify i am wrong. I could this time. Im wrong.

At AMK, i had good times. I was bestowed with the trust of some of the people there and I got particularly close to one of them - Jovan.
Jovan was a brother to me. Not that he took care of me, but it just feels like i could give him everything i ever wanted. Its the satisfaction i get. But i went overboard.

I was concerned and worried about his studies. Jovan is a bright boy, he just lacks motivation as he puts it. When i saw his source of motivation, I immediately jumped into it. It was his teacher in school, and i contacted her.

My intention was good. I thought maybe i could amplify this motivation. I needed someone to confirm my actions too. She was the best candidate, since she, too, cares about Jovan. But i guess i crossed the line..

Jovan now is upset. I've betrayed his trust. He trusted me with loads of stuff, but my actions didnt deserve it. I went too deep into his private life. Now he is uncomfortable. I am wrong.

Now its too late. I could never make up for such a mistake. All relationship requires trust, and breaching of trust is the WORST fault one can commit. I did. All i could do now is to wait, to wait for maybe, he'll forgive and forget. Maybe.

I am truly, deeply in fault. Im sorry Jovan. My intentions may be good, but my methods was wrong. I am wrong.

I guess this is where i emo for a few days over my fault and lost of friends, then move off with another new chapter.

Alright, here i would like to thank the bunch of AMK people for entertaining me for the past month. I really had fun. Thanks for looking after me and teaching me play ball. Thanks especially Andy (daddy). I've learnt a lot from you, not only about ball but also about life. You're capable of alot more. I have faith in you. Also, thank you Jovan. Im sorry.

RaNdOm: Soft Soft one, like gummy bears..