A Home I Don't Belong..

I've finally once again picked up my basketball. I went to a nearby court to shoot some hoops but it seems like i've really lost my touch. I totally couldn't summon any energy to release the ball. Probably i've stayed home for too long. Maybe im still being weighed down by the memories. I dont deny that during that short while a lot of the good times flash in my mind. It just made me feel worst. I want to go back, but there is no place for an outsider like me. Its my home, but i dont belong.

This is the season where lust is being contained. Many of my buddies are sent to this offshore island for a 'holiday'. Lets also not forget the free haircut! Yup, its NS. It just further enhances my loneliness. There goes Tim and Zhide. Probably many more that i dont know, but i've just almost lost all my company. No more playing on the escalator.

I've just heard too. My room mate (yup, the one from my first few post) is leaving. He has to go back for CNY. Im not particularly upset or anything, but its another person leaving.

Boo~ This really sux. I really hope i could return home soon. From what it seems, theres still hope. I've truely learnt from this blunder. This is a sin i've to carry.

Random: Cheeky Brat! (it really brings back memories..)