Less than 10 hours from now, i'll be having my SOC test. This test held great significance and had cost me many hours of sleep. Right now though, im feeling calm and unmotivated. This test has lost its purpose.
Earlier in the day, I was presented with the opportunity to cross the legendary bridge. It was something that I've been aiming for since the first day i stepped into Pasir Lebar camp and over the weeks i have worked hard towards it. When finally this right was bestowed to me, I, for some reason that i've yet to comprehend, REJECTED IT.
Yup, thats right. I rejected the cross over.
Im confused now. I don't know how im feeling. Seems im disappointed by my own choice. Disappointed that i gave up on this golden opportunity to prove myself worthy. Wasted all my efforts and hard work. Upset that I feel the me myself is incompetent in handling OCS training. Sigh..
RanDOM: wrong turn?
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